Chinese Shame2

Maybe the shame of the bloggers demise has to do with me blogging about a married woman. If it's shameful to blog about a married woman is it shameful to watch a married woman on TV? Does the shame have to do with me being black? If I'm supposd to be shamed to the point of suicide could those who are in control manipulate my death? Could the god anchor be so ashamed of the blog that she would manipulate the bloggers life and death? Is this why Clinton hates bloggers?

  I wrote about married news anchors and the taboo energy that I see in it. Yet it seems there's some new questions that must be asked. If it's shameful to look at married news anchors why are they on TV?  Is it shameful only to different religions? Could it be that Muslims believe it's shameful for a married woman to be on TV let  alone blogged about. Is this why I was ostracized because of a Muslims belief of shame. Could this be a way for my death to manifest ? If the Muslims or the strong feminist believe its a shame that deserves death from a suicide couldn't they stage my own.


  With so many beliefs in America it's not far fetched to believe that some would think my blogging Is worth  death because of its shame. If my blog created my homelessness it has also created a belief of shame; A shame that's worthy of a final end

  I wouldn't put it past someone to think that since I'm black I have no right  to watch the god anchor or blog about her. It is believed that people believe that blacks are not 100 percent human therefore someone who isn't 100 percent  human shouldn't have the same rights as others. Could this be the belief of my ostracizing that led me to the road of shame? Some argue my shame existed before lynnaluvers it just grew when lynnaluvers  was created.

  Would this conspiracy of the Chinese shame be existing if Obama wasn't in office? Maybe to put Obama in Office was to permit a shame on blacks so heavy suicide or a manipulated death would be just cause.

Chinese Shame

  So I was looking at a tweet that the greatest anchor posted and it had to do with "shame". I had to ask myself  should I feel ashamed that I don't have a relationship with my kid? Should I feel ashamed  that I got ostracized from my home? Should I feel shame  that I'm homeless? When i first started   lynnaluvers  I thought that the great one was superior therefore to put my name under hers would be like putting my name under God's. To speak my name in the same sentence of the great one would be like speaking my name in the same sentence with God. Therefore it wasn't shame when I wrote lynnaluvers but it was tribute.  Yet when I continued to watch the anchor on 19 it wasn't shame it was inferiority. It was fear . It was fear of what might transpire because of all the negative connotation the station and her cohorts had made.  I thought if they are making underhanded connotations  about me and they have the power to trick people into voting for obama what other power powers would be shown; therefore it wouldn't be wise to write my name. They did show some of their other powers they got the kid evicted which should bring shame.

  Maybe thats what the anchor wants   me to do to feel shameful . Because in China if i'm not mistaken  if you're shameful you  kill yourself . Maybe thats the great ones plan To drown us with shame that we go out like the Chinese. Maybe she thinks that since I like the Chinese American anchor  so much Im willing to do what the unsuccessful do in China.  I did say in lynnaluvers  that the anchor  might be the angel of death or might be hunted by it. Therefore maybe the only way to get rid of it is to get rid of me.  Maybe her plan is to delete me then the spirit of the Dragon can manifest its self.

Could this be why theres so many Asian America guys in suits in the texas city ? Because they want to witness how powerful the greatest anchor is? Could it be that the greatest anchor talked to them and convinced them to come to the city to watch my demise?  The demise of the blogger ?

Quiet Death

                                    How much did I put in the air? Meaning what part of my writing creates things to change for the better  or things to get worse?  If lynnaluvers.com was the reason that Lynna Lai got canned from woio will lynnaments.blogspot.com be the reason she gets a National Gig? Lets pray it does. I think the suicidal connection  article is just that, simply a connection. I mean how many times has Lynna Lai saw a story where a black guy killed, robbed or raped a Asian American? Does she go mental and say that maybe that’s a sign that the blogger is going to have her killed? Maybe the story was just a spoof just like the day after Lynna Lai left WOIO and  the media started reporting about how someone created a hysteria that Cher was dead. Now if anyone has watched Lynna Lai or read lynnaluvers.com they know she likes Cher and I used to write connections about Cher and her.

    Could the same people that orchestrated Chers death have orchestrated the Master Chefs Suicide? With  this orchestration could my death be closer. Actually closer than the Election of Hilary Clinton.  Why am I so attracted to death? Maybe I’m not it just looks like it? If death is part of Life  in most cases  maybe  the change has been  a death of some type which ignited a death type of spirit. If this ignited a death type of atmosphere it could be life right around the corner.  Some might say ive been talking about deadly spirits since Dreamcast at lynnaluvers.com , I guess when you listen to the media and live in a world where you react rather than act it’s understandable that death is a friend.

   How many times has the great Lynna Lai reported about Suicide? Has it been more than  pop culture?  Which means it’s a touchy subject.  I wrote a article in lynnaluvers.com called Preserving the Future, couldn’t suicide be part of that process. If my death is part of the process should the Anchor and her associates  be upset that I talk suicide?  Not mine but possible murders that look like suicides. Maybe they think like Yosemite Sam or Elmer Fud. They want me to die quietly. Im writing on a 1 single view a day blog. How quiet can a guy be? 

SUICIDE

    Let me say that I'm not committing suicide , I have no intention to commit suicide, people who I have a bond with would be traumatized, the people I care about  wouldn't understand and lastly I wouldn't be able to see Lynna Lai anchoring on a national news program. Suicide is selfish and a way to escape things that one can't control. I think I run from death but not like that. When I sense the great ones associates are on my trail  I try to escape the area , but for me to commit suicide? Maybe the great Lynna Lai isn't betting that I commit suicide in a free state, what ever that means. Maybe she's orchestrating someone to kill me in a jail or a prison and claim it was suicide.

   The most civil way to kill someone is to have them kill themselves . This is what some believe and in channeling those who have murder qualities (hate,jealousy,malice) it's probably true. If you're someone like Lynna Lai , someone of her character you're not just going to have someone killed like a street gangster. First of all she's too smart for that,second her conscious won't be such a nag if she has someone kill themselves and thirdly I think she has such a dislike  towards  peasants/underprivileged  that she's making sure that my death or any one's death isn't like those she disapproves of.  Therefore, suicide is the only option for Lynna Lai. I came to this article because of the report  the great one did on teenagers  committing  suicide  because of a website. In the report the great one mentioned that what she was reporting was for parents, which made me think that maybe the parents should be accused of neglect since their kids performed suicide under their watch ( I think Mrs. Lai would approve).

   The most famous person that I know or that I can think of that committed suicide without drugs was Judas. He was so unhappy with his actions  he couldn't live with his self. I'm no where near that point. If  what I wrote has enraged someone so much that they want me to kill myself then what Ive written should be published in a book of what not to write about anchors. If what Ive written have enraged someone so much that they've put a bounty on  my head then maybe suicide is plan B for the master minds. Is my death equal to Lynna Lai's old position at WOIO?  I would say no, but maybe some believe it's a start. Maybe Lynna's reporting wasn't about me but about herself. Maybe she's been contemplating suicide. I doubt that she is, she has too much going for her  but if she was truly comfortable with her current position why do I sense sadness? Maybe that's the SAG part of her character that has to be exposed. If I'm so happy with my life why do I write about Lynna Lai so much?

  In the end maybe the spirit of suicide is what's needed in the media, in the government, in the U.S. society . Because  if a kid can be so unhappy that they kill their selves shouldn't the leaders of the free world mirror them or maybe thats what the leaders plan  is. It isn't to mirror them but to get rid of them. Maybe the Governments plan is to instill a suicidal society like the movie the Happening.